Do You Carry Emotional Baggage?
As a grown-up, it is your jobto take responsibility for your emotional wellbeing. You have complete, total control andpower over one person—yourself—soyou are responsible for every area of your life, including feelings you carrywith you on a daily basis that could be affecting more than you realize."You're gonna have to carry that weight ..."We all travel through life with baggage, whichevolves from painful, harmful or negativeexperiences and from interactions thatcaused a significant emotional reactionwithin you. These feelings continue toshape who you are, how you think, thechoices you make and the actions youtake now.Can it fit in the overhead compartment?There are two main types ofbaggage: what you see and are well aware of (excess), and what you don’tsee and aren’t aware of (hidden). Thebaggage you see but choose not toacknowledge or unload can become a problem. Your choice to ignore itmeans that for some reason you areallowing it to interfere with your life,your relationships and your future.The interesting thing about excess baggageis that it becomes almost comfortable tocarry. It’s as if you become so used tocarrying this extra weight that youdon’t realize how much more you couldsee and do if you were carrying alighter load.Hidden baggageHidden baggage, or the type youmay not even be aware of, is equallydangerous because it can sneak up onyou and ambush you out of nowhere.This kind of baggage can trick you intotolerating a job that works you countlesshours for low pay and no appreciation.It might lead you to stay close to aself-centered friend who talks your earoff because you’ve “always beenquiet anyway.”Emotional baggage is driven by negativefeelings such as anger, fear andsadness. You may be thinking,“How did I end up like this?” “It’s notmy fault," “My life isn’t fair," or "Things like this always happen to me."These underlyingfeelings can lead to a desire to act outor remain passive.The power to get rid of the baggagecomes from knowing where itstems from and askingyourself these important questions:“Assuming I can choose to behave anyway I want, do I like the way I ambehaving?”; “Should I or others have tosuffer because of my past?”; and “CanI manage painful or uncomfortableemotions by committing tobehaving differently?”Take a reality checkA good start toward addressing yourbaggage is to have a present-day realitycheck. When your immediate reactionto an experience is anger, fear orsadness, stop. Analyze the feeling. Areyou upset (or fearful, humiliated orshocked) by what just happened orwhat someone said because of its effecton your life now? Or have those wordsor actions triggered something fromyour past that will cause you to feel orreact out of proportion to what actuallyoccurred today?Get rid of that old baggageNow, I want you to turn your innerbaggage into outer baggage. To do this,make a list of the critical ways yourbaggage has impacted you. Write downthings like: “I was neglected as a child,so I have relationships where I amneglected”; “My parents escaped frompain by overindulging in food/alcohol/drugs, and I do the same”; or “I havealways feared failing, so I don’t put mybest foot forward with my family,friends or job.”Take this list and put itin your purse, backpack or briefcase.Carry it wherever you go—I mean, youdo anyway—only this time, carry it onpaper to remind you of where it allcame from.Once you do this, only then will youreally understand how the baggage you’vebeen carrying day in and day out has beenholding you back from maximizing yourpotential.Literally, let it goAfter 30 days of literally carrying your baggage around in your bag, it's time to make a symbolic gesture to let it all go. Take the list out of your purse, say out loud "I'm letting this emotional baggage go." Then you can either burn it in the fireplace or tear it into little pieces and throw it in the trash—thus symbolically gesturing that you are releasing the emotional baggage and moving forward, less weighted down by the past.
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